wad a bored and sad day

y my mum say my lao po leh im not happy wif the comment my mum give and i blaming myself for not trusting my gf i did not blame others but myself im totally breaked down and i blame myself not begin a good bf i tried my super best to be a good bf liao tis few weeks or day cos of 3 days camp and plus today tis week lao po work till 6 pm i cant go fetch her and bring her to school lo hopes she understands i aso begin in a fan niao and moody de mood i begin crash between of the situtation i hope i can solve it i try my best to solve it le lao po hope u knows tat i aso have my ku zhong de